I was just considering abandoning my chair for hers when Director Chen stepped into the room. She froze, her dark eyes on mine as I twisted around to face her, but her surprise quickly melted away into the lake of calm I was accustomed to seeing from her.
“Miss Baine.” Her voice was cool as she closed the door behind her. Silk robes rustled against skin as she moved around me to sit in her cushy chair, and the scent of jasmine tickled my nose. “As usual, you fail to stay out of places where you do not belong.”
“Thankfully, I don’t care whether or not you think I belong.” I crossed my legs and regarded Director Chen steadily as she sat down. Curiously, she avoided my gaze and reached for a small, rectangular silk-covered box instead. She flipped open the little latch, revealing two brass-colored balls roughly the size of chicken eggs – Garaian meditation balls. She picked one up, her fine, delicate fingers wrapping around the brass as she finally turned to look at me.
“Stressed much?” I arched a brow.
Her expression didn’t change, but her knuckles whitened as she squeezed a little tighter. “I find these help me focus in tumultuous times, which today certainly qualifies as. If you still hope to be included in the search party, I cannot help you, Miss Baine. You should leave while you can.”
“Why?” I slapped my hand against the cherrywood edge of the desk. The color of the smooth surface reminded me of Iannis’s hair, hair that in my weaker, unguarded moments I’d envisioned running my hands through. “You know that I deserve to be part of this mission. The Chief Mage’s decision to take me on as his apprentice is the only reason I’m still alive. I’m more motivated to find him than almost any other person in this city.”
“That may be, but I cannot afford to take anyone along whose loyalty to Canalo is not above reproach. Though it may not be fair, the majority of the Council members do not trust you.”
“Don’t you think this might be a good opportunity for me to earn their trust?” I gripped the arms of my chair, hard. Normally I didn’t give a rat’s ass about earning the trust or respect of any of the mages, but clearly my refusal to pander was coming back to bite me now.
“Perhaps, but your shifter abilities are of little use on an airship, and I doubt the other participants would be comfortable sharing such a small space with you.” She gripped the ball tighter, and I could tell she was hanging onto her patience by a thread.
“I could go in a separate ship.” I was getting desperate, I knew, but dammit, I needed to be on this mission!
“If you have a spare ship lying around, feel free.” Director Chen arched a brow. “The Guild’s last available airship is needed by the Finance Secretary. He is the only delegate left from the original team, and Canalo must have at least one representative at the Convention.”
“Ugh.” I slumped back in my chair as I tried to think of something else, anything else. I almost considered mentioning that I had the charm to try and sway her, but Fenris and I had agreed to keep our mouths shut about it to all but my closest friends, and Director Chen most definitely was not in that camp. “Is there anything I can do to help?”
Director Chen regarded me for a long moment, a flicker of wary sympathy in her dark eyes. “I strongly suggest that you stay out of sight until we return with the Chief Mage. Without his protection, the senior mages have little reason to tolerate you. I would hate to return with Lord Iannis only to find that he’s already lost his apprentice.”
Since I didn’t have anything to say to that, I rose, then inclined my head. “Alright. Thank you for your time, Director Chen.”
I strode out, my mind already on the next plan, as I had absolutely no intention of following her suggestion.
3
I managed to catch Cirin Garidano, the Finance Secretary, in his office. He was hurriedly packing a satchel with documents and reports from his desk drawers and filing cabinets. His long, dark hair was a little ruffled, the skin around his eyes tight with stress, and the collar on his robe was slightly askew.
“In a hurry?” I asked, leaning against the doorjamb.
“Miss Baine.” The Finance Secretary didn’t even look up at me, which told me he already knew I was there. “To what do I owe the dubious pleasure?”
“I need your help.”
“I’m in no position to offer any assistance to you.” Grabbing a sheaf of papers from a file, he riffled through it, then pulled out a document and stuck it in the satchel. “I must leave immediately if I’m to make it to the Convention on time.”
“Yeah, I know.” I ventured further into his office, then shut the door behind me so that no one passing by would unwittingly hear our conversation. “I want to come with you.”
This time the Finance Secretary did look up at me, his eyebrows climbing across his high forehead. “To the Convention? What business do you have there?”
“None. I need you to drop me somewhere on your way to the Convention, though.”
“I’m not a ferryman, Miss Baine, and I’ve no time for extra stops.” The Finance Secretary put one last thing in his satchel, then snatched it up. “I don’t blame you for wanting to flee the city right now, but –”
“I’m not fleeing the city,” I snapped, annoyed now. Why did everyone think I was just going to tuck my tail between my legs and cower in a hole while Iannis’s life was in danger? “I’m going to find the Chief Mage, but in order to do so I need transport.”